Sometimes a circumstance or individual doesn’t live up to expectations. Is this like the Buddha says? I suppose that is if we are looking for that path of least suffering. Are you looking for complete escapism or are you looking to discover yourself most deeply? If you are in search of the latter then perhaps this moment is the greatest of opportunities to learn. Learn how you can be more. If this is less then the opposite must come to light at this moment. As with a child learning the differences between hot and cold for the first time, you have been given this one precious gift to look inside of yourself. Congratulations on your disappointment. May it find you a greater and deeper inner peace.